Today is one of those days that I just want to SCREAM!!!!I have become so pessimistic about my life and career that I don't know what to do..I tried so hard not to cry in front of everyone in the lab today:(...how can a situation cause so much dark depression for me?I don't know....I have tried not to think about it..but it has changed my life's point of view so drastically..I think when you think logically you go through all that mathematical induction and the finite equations and try to resolve life problem..it won't work...My math teachers used to tell us that math is applicable in lifes problems..but I am begining to realize that at least its not applicabale to my situations..and lets not talk about emotions..since I have decided to become completely heartless toward everything, at least I am going to try..although I know that my nature is not like that..:(